1. I've glanced over but usually find that quite disturbing cause I look ridiculous.

2. I think the possibility that I'm unknowingly being watched plays more into it that I realize.

3. I usually just fantasize in the beginning and once things get going, I'm relaxed and focusing on the sensation. And as boring as it may seem, it's usually about my wife.

4. I always wake up with a woody, and usually am alone, but more often than not I will pleasure myself in the evening.

5. Did it once with two others present, but not to orgasm. Just coming of age antics.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.