ty scotz and jenna.
my family's love and support had been pretty intense and awesome too. it's pretty nice to feel so loved. not that i wasn't loved before the cancer, i guess cancer just makes me even more lovable

i'll keep ya'll posted on what's going on as i can. so far i have lots more tests to get - a bone scan, a ct scan, an echo, gene testing and blood test results . mastectomy is the way to go, the tumor is large, with chemo to follow. double mastectomy if i test positive for the brca gene mutation. radiation is a possibility after all the other stuff, including reconstruction, is done. it sorta depends on how close the tumor is to the bones in my chest.

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Trees give peace to the souls of men * Nora Waln

The forest would be very quiet if no other birds sang than those who sing the best * Henry van Dyke

some fairly sordid tales, rambles, and anecdotes
Hypothetically Speaking * Something More * Cammy Interrupted * An Experimental Vacation * Masked * so..damn..hot * Thank You * My toy, his idea * no.19 Maple Lane * I Have A Surprise For You * Yesterday * In a Quiet Kitchen * help me decide * untitled prose * more untitled prose